ball ball san

dear sis,i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i hide myself deeply in my own world
trying to ignore all the carings
trying to fullfil the punishment
trying to hide my incompleteness

i know u care
u care everything about me
u wana be with me
but i know its tough
i know i'll hurt those who care for me
so i act as if nothing happened
so i isolate myself
so i hide all my things in the secret box
and let no one to hold the key

i'm sorry, my dear
i'm sorry for
that day while u were calling for me
and i locked the door
knowing that u are crying too
but still refused to open the door

that day u asked me about ur blog
i'm sorry for telling lies
telling u that i seldom visit ur blog
u will never know
i visited ur blog almost every day
cause i care
like u care for me too

i'm sorry dear
i cant stop crying reading the letter
the words u wana tell me
through ur blog
http://ballballsan.blogspot.com/
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
and i know u'll tear off
while reading this post as well

thank you
meihui's the only one sister
i love you
ballballsan